Bladdy unlucky day

I seriously cant take this day if it ever repeats. I even almost blow up myself for this. Erm, kinda my fault too, actually.

I was watching this old show, 'Once upon a time in China' on TV3 last night till 1 am. If everything was normal, no problem should appear according to what I presumed. Next morning, the beginning of a tragic day for me. I woke extremely late, that is at 6.50 - the time I leave house for my college. My usual time for waking up is at 5.30 am, ya I know what you're thinking. So, this would be my first day for waking up late.

Ok, waking up late isn't a big deal for me. But, it is to my parents. My father was late for his work, my mom is late for his work too. And this stirs up the anger in my mom rushing here and there as well as scolding me with every word that she spoke to me. I left house at 7 am. So, as you can tell, I only clean up, dress up pack my bag, and get my things ready in 10 minutes. I didn't know I was capable of that too, but of course, I had pack up things I do not need and things I needed was left out.

Rushing all the way, with my mom shouting here and there. I went in the car with a troubled heart feeling I have left something. You'll probably laugh at this. While wearing my socks on the left leg, I realised that I only brought out one sock. Too bad, I can turn back to get the other resulting me to wear only one sock the whole morning and afternoon. Kinda sleepy in the car, I slept while reaching my destination. Reaching there I walk into my college. True enough, I left my ID card at home, moreover, that unlucky day, the first day, that bladdy lazy guard did a check and ask for my ID. Being scolded by him which I ignore, I started to guess what other stupid mistake I was going to make after that.

I reached exactly on time for class. I went in the class and took a sit. Feeling kinda funny that this wasn't my classmates, I cant care much, I was pretty tired as well. After resting a while, I saw a malay teacher came in. Thinking to myself, crap, what now have I done. I asked to the person in front of me, "what class is this?". He replied moral studies. Lolz, I am not really likely to curse out, f*** , but I guess this time I did. I was so sick of being unlucky the whole day with every word I heard since morning is a scolding to me. I walked out and when to my correct class.

English class, it was, damn boring, I even felt like playing truant though that 2 hours of class worth a huge amount of money. My eyes were as heavy as lifting up a car. Thank God break time comes and I rush to the toilet to wet my face. Didn't really worked well. I felt sleepy after my face dried out.

Break time for two hours, had a huge lunch with the cost of Rm 3 only(compared to outside, it'll probably cost RM5-6). Had some sleep, so that I wouldn't be so sleepy in the next class. How unlucky too, my fren's break time change, and I had to eat all alone. Crap man, I damn hate this day.

At least, the computer class wasn't boring. Not really much of enjoyment but I didn't had the urge to sleep. Finishing class, I gave a call to my mom, calling her to give me a lift. I waited patiently at the bus stop. She reached there but I didn't noticed her. On that time, I was hearing my mp3 player, my saviour from boredom. She claimed that she was horning the car and shouting her voice out. On my side, I realised nothing and heard nothing. Another scolding and lecturing from mom again in the car. CRAP MAN.

I reached home with a sigh of relieve. I guess you probably laugh throughout reading. Go ahead but I am bladdy pissed with today.

I am also feeling super sick and I kinda bored with medicine I am using to relieve my pain and be able to do my things. I seriously don't know how to live like this. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up, but it is not a way for me. All this hurt will continue till something is done or happen.

Awful day

What an awful day... I had a an early sleep if u would consider before 3 am is early. Infact, really early. I slept at 12.30 am .. erm really early for me. But, due to college I have to sleep at 12am everyday. No other choice. Anyways, that sleep was rather not enough to support the two nites before that had so lil sleep, probably 4 hours and below. I woke up at 5.40 am today and feeling rather heavy to move. I took my breakfast, and thought it would at least keep me awake for the next 2 - 3 hours. Nah, it failed.

Unfortunately, I reached college exceptionally early today, because it was school holidays for my brothers. This means my mom doesn't have to send my youngest brother to school and straight heading for my college. Reaching there super early, I tried to finish up my homework which was due that day. Lolz, I know, last minute. Seems to be the habit picked up from my secondary culture.

Attending the first class rather tired, I tried to keep my heavy eyelids open. Man, it was lifting a crane. There was only 6 in my class and I doubt that the teacher didn't notice me. I couldn't do a thing. My eyelids were just too heavy to be lifted up. After an hour, there is a break for at least 10 minutes. My am I relieved. When straight to the canteen to get some sweets. And then, later to the toilet to wash my face. Back in class, at least something that requires my mind to think and solve some crossword puzzles regarding computers. Lolz, thanks to the sweet, keep me rather awake. And, of course some credit to the sweet, MENTOS, the freshmaker, lolz.

Second class was just right after the first one. It was engineering mathematics. Cool, I thought, a subject that could keep my mind thinking and my hands moving. That was what I thought. In the class, I suddenly realised a bad thing. My homework wasn't finish. Tried to cover up and moreover, I was sitting right in front of the lecturer. Thanks to the sweet again that kept me awake while the lecturer was talking. Exercise time, another bad thing came to reality. I forgot to bring my notes, which include the exercises. Thank God, my lecturer wasn't angry. And for your info, one class is 2 hours, so imagine how much and how hard I tried keeping myself awake.

Break time, spend bout 10 minutes eating and the rest sleeping. My break was also 2 hours. I thought to myself that it might just help me to last my time being awake for the last class at 2 to 4 pm. Yupz, it worked a little. Had some horrifying, large mouthed yawn that I covered. lolz.

Reaching home, had an hour of Narnia, that my bro was watching and then a long sleep till 9 pm. Now I am rather awake. Probably, be playing a while and then do some homework. With the hurts still in my heart, I felt so worthless, today. Pain undescribable full of sorrow from within, and without a choice but to continue.

Anyways, thats all for now.

1st and 2nd day of college

It seems college can be boring at times and can be real fun on the other hand. My first day in college wasn't really what I expected. It was technical english subject that time and was rather boring to me. Lecturer was talking and talking about the course structure. Simply repeating F5 syllabus like grammar, tenses, clauses, paragraph writing, essay writing, report writing and so on. Only some additional like resume and job search are added and also learning of scientific terms needed in my course.

Had 2 hours break after that. Food there aren't cheap. As I am trying to save money, I pop in to one of the chinese restaurant and ate 'chap fan' . I got myself an egg , 2 pieces luncheon meat and some 'fu chuk' and meat with gravy. Rice wasn't that much as well, and believe it cost me RM 3.80, not a very reasonable price looking at the amount of food I took.

Boring enough for a first-timer if u hadn't got any friends with you in the college. Yeap, most of them in taylors, some haven't started their course yet. Really boring.

Alritez, enough for the first day, it probably be boring reading on. Today, not really wonderful though too. But, at least lesson started and I had some fun. Learning something is always better than sitting down doing nothing. Agree? lolz

Well, today, class shifted again due to enrollment reasons. I walked all the way to the other block for my class. This class is erm, how should I put it? boring ? cool ?I don't know because it is malaysian studies but the teachers rather entertaining. Malaysian studies, wonder what is it ? It is actually HISTORY OF MALAYSIA, and something I dislike at all. First day, and here comes an assignment. bring 5% of the overall examination. Haihz, boring. At least I am lucky to have a good lecturer.

Breaktime, when to get my account for xerox printing and later finding out it is only for printing service. Photostating requires another card from the library. Crap, no choice but to get the the card and photostat BY MYSELF, another unexpected thing. I really thought they would photostat for me. Lolz, with the same price, I would rather go to the photostat nearby my area for the service which they do it for me. Lolz, you can take it as - 'you're lazy' haha.
Next, Basic Engineering Technology. Now, this is something fun to learn. It is totally like physics and it's application.(For those physics lovers) Haha, not exactly that I like studying, but this is the one of the few subjects I like other than the rest. For now, is review of the F5 topics and first formula of the day :

I(A) = Q(kulom) - lolz, is actually coulomb, a unit measurement. Juz that my lecturer pronounces it that way. T(s)

Finishing at 1.50, I went out to make a phone call to tell my mom to give me a lift home. Waiting patiently at the guard house, I meet Sarah, Geok Leng and Vivian. They are from taylors. Haihz. Meet Elvin in Taylors. Meet one of the scout formally from SMSJ(sry, forgot ur name) in Taylors as well, doing ADP programme and also and old friend Chiew Nee and Su Ann( they probably don't recognize me at all)

Yupz, I guess thats all for today.

Tomoro, first day of college

Woahhhh... I had a long sleep today. A really long one if u would ask, from 3 am(I tried to slept early) till 3 in the afternoon. And later, from 8 pm till 10 pm. More than half a day sleep. And I probably did nothing useful throughout the day.

Sigh, tomoro is my first day of college. What an uneasy thing to hear. I wish I had more time to play and probably work for money and all. Too bad. But, after hearing much advice, especially from older youths, my seniors and parents, it's probably not too bad starting early, just that I'll be missing lots of fun with friends who are not starting their college yet.

I don't think I am really prepared for college life. I mean like tommorow is college, and all I got ready in my bag is nothing except a pencil box and a notebook, and a file which contains most of the information on the college.
No textbook, no exercise books, no study materials whatsoever. Erm for your info, it's my first semester in college.

Sienzz, I don't know whether I am correct about all this. Did I miss out something important, did I forget what I am suppose to bring.. seems to be the question playing in my mind frequently. Argh, boring....

But I guess it'll be fun tomoro as the first day of college. Feel free to post any comments on your first day experiance in college. Hehe

New Year... Haihz

Not quite a new year I had, kinda boring and dull. All my friends, each of them busy with their own plans. Some with families, some going elsewhere where I cant go due to transport problems. I thought of following my fellow classmates, Clement, Andy and others. Haihz, but too bad, my parents kinda made plans for the night. It was fun though to enjoy with parents, but as the clock strike 12, lolz it seems as though nothing had happen. Tried msging some ppl but they were kinda bz too. Haihz

New Year resolution, looks like I had it every year, but so far only, one fulfilled - getting a mp3 player. Others seems to be brought forward year by year. Argh, I feel stuck here even today, New Year Day.

Well, then again, for this year, I wish to get several things, but nonetheless, hard to fulfilled :
1. An electric guitar
2. Personal computer
3. Handphone
4. A digital camera
5. meilleur ami(understand if u can)
6. A better looks, haha
7. Personal matter(probably can never have)

Lolz, some of those were juz my imaginations. But, I really wish I could get those I wish for. What a pity. I had to start college soon. It is super early for me as it begins in 3 Jan making me miss my Langkawi trip. Sob Sob. I believe life would be better in the comin year as I begin my college life.

And just one more thing to my friends, all that u have read are to kept confidential to yourself only. K so long for now.