Gift

I wish!!! I wish... it's 45 mins pass 12. I took my sit on the bus... looking out the window at the rain drops that flows down the glassed window. I thought of the red rose the other day. Wish that it would call me. I take a spoon full of my food earlier today wandering away with day dreams of beauty. I felt being in a room now with few ppl. Some just knowing you by a hi - bye call but some being faithful to the friendship. I cried out loud in disappointment wanting to throw all these feelings away. I just wanna cry but couldn't. I desire a gift seems far too futile to think of.

What would the rest of the day be? To watch others entangle themselves up and enjoy the beatiful sceneries while i stood there alone to see in grief? Maybe it would change to the better. Maybe there is a surprise just right out of the window or maybe something unexpectable might happen. I do not know. Help me God!! I pray a prayer that Your love it covers me and Your peace to guide me!! Thank you.

Near? nah pretty far

Well!! this blog never really points out creativity !! sorry for that!!

Today, I saw the red rose. It was beautiful. I get to watch it for some time but its just a flower by the side. No sooner it was watered by the gardener. I had fun watching it. I talked to the gardener bout the flower. Utmost rare and beautiful.
Many roses grew beside it but it outshines others. Too bad it just bloom to the other way as if it is avoiding me. The gardener takes care of the flower well.

I got back after that. This feeling that is in me, hmmm pretty confusing. I wish for that the rose continue to bloom more and more each day.

Thats all for now.Bye