'Packing up'

An early morning, hardly enough sleep, about 6.30 am, I was awaken by a call from Clement. It's not a disturbance but I told him to do so. Ya, I was suppose to wake up by then and get ready to go for breakfast together. Kinda like 'reunion' dinner and also to see ryuibynn one last time before he leaves for NS(national service). It was a great breakfast despite the tiredness and lack of sleep that could be seen in everyone's face.

For me, I hardly sleep too. I slept at 3.30am in the morning and work up at 6.30am today. Great, huh? This shows how holidays can affect your routine. Anyways, I went back and started to pack up my things. Sort of tidy them. Not to go anywhere but to keep my place cleaner.

So there goes my packing. Sometimes is good to this, I feel, I get to view back all my past memories. Nice. Seeing some pictures from the past and looking what I am now is really a big difference. Haha, and I realise I keep lots of junk. Other than that, would be presents from various type of ppl. Yupz I do keep presents send by others and I have presents 5 yrs ago too. Lolz, loyal huh? haha.

Alritez thats all for now. Wanna maple a lil while..

Good mood for the day

Lolz, I am in a super duper good mood today. Though morning wasn't really a pleasant time for me. I gotta get up early enrol in the college, and, I was 2 hours late. Anyway, the college wasn't close yet and I enrolled in. After that my mom went to a wet market nearby. (SS15) Not really a nice place I would say, people day live by what they earn that day, and there was this guy who keeps singing a song. Not to insult him, he doesn't have any talent in singing. The 'sweet smelling' aroma flows through my body and kinda give me a chill.

My mom later went to Asia Cafe nearby to buy me and my brothers lunch. It was a filling one. I was on the com while eating and mapling. Yeap, I accompany my friend in the game. Unfortunately, she left even before we reached our training area. Sighed.

Being alone in the game, which I don't want to, I quit and continue on doing my blog. This time I managed to do a 100% copy of a javascript. If your wondering which one, is the cursor. Man I love it. Though it may seems nothing, but it is a great accomplishment to me. And if you think is simple, I strongly disagree, it was damn hard. I am a begineer if you think I am a pro at this. haha

Prefectly, great. I am starting to enjoy doing html work. Lolz. Sighed, to bad I would be starting college soon. My time to go online would soon be lesser and lesser depending on the amount of work I gotta do.

At least something's done today

What a day... Woke up late again at 10.50, I think, sat down at the couch and watch ninja turtles, that my brothers were also watching. Finishes at 11 am. I decided to go online. Did some changes to my blog header. Crap, html or CSS, whatever you called it, it is not easy at all. Finally, done at 1.30 I think. In between, my mom was in a bad mood, scolding me and my youngest brother, Daniel to do this and that. Fortunately, my other brother, Filbert slept, and escaped the chores.

About 2 pm while chatting with Andy(one of the jokers) and an old friend, Chan Fei Yi, I cooked my own lunch. It was only maggi mee and nothing special. I am not a good cook anyway. I hung up the curtain before that(one of the chores). It shows that I am not lousy at all at chores. Whaha.

After that, had some chat with Chee Hee, a super genius especially in Chemistry. Man, his answer are better than my own teacher(to me) . He is my main referral in school. Well, we chat about our after-school course. He plan to be a pharmacist(I think I got it wrong) and was shocked with his amount of fees to pay. Well, I, on the other hand, got my things plan out, fine, I guess. I will be studying in Inti College Subang Jaya, taking up electrical and electronic engineering(EEE). To be recognised as a an engineer from the IEM(dunno wat it stands for) is either I do my diploma and degree(4 1/2 yrs) with 2 yrs in aus will cost me 230+k , but if locally will only cost me 88k, if i am not mistaken, with a masters as well in hand. I hope to do well and get scholarship.

Later, I gave my youngest brother some BM exercises to be done. He is really weak in this subject and seems to decline after school. Must be the holidays that made him play till he forgot all his studies. Truly, he has been worse in his studies.

I went cycling later in the evening. Summit was my first destination. I needed to buy some envelope required to apply some scholarships. After that, I cycle all the way to Glad Sounds to get my mom's Christmas present. She commented that it was a waste of money. =.='. I went to the court 8 basketball court watching some friends play basketball while enjoying the greens. lolz. When back and had my dinner and later spend time with my parents.

Hah , my day, seems a little boring.

A dreadful Sunday(Christmas)

25 dec, marks my first dreadful sunday,moreover on Christmas Day.Looking at them makes the wound deeper and so much more painful being with them. I cant believe that I would feel this way after so long. I never thought that besides anger, this can hurt me too. I am feeling so stress up. I couldn't even make a move. I can't stop thinking of them and it hurts so much. Uncurable and continuous as it slowly kills me away.

Depression has snatch my appetite away. I had no appetite to eat even in my bbq party with my schoolmates. I really feel very depressed. How I wish I am free from that.

sighed, I guess enough of all my problems. I had a dreadful sunday morning. And later, in the evening, went to Jessica Loi's housing area for the bbq party. It was tremendous, just that I couldn't help myself of thinking of them. I hadn't eat till past 10.30 I guess. I had a fun time though later because of the humourous Shawn. Erm, thanks to him that I finally regainned my hunger for food and also a nice game. I guess that was a real fun time I had, and also thank God I had wonderful friends that cared about me .

And now here I am logging after the party. I wish not to suffer anymore. I hope to go overseas and forget all this sadness.

Christmas Eve

24 december, Christmas eve, supposed to be a day of joy and unlimited praise to our Lord Jesus Christ. Yea, I did had my fun but a cut is painful, so much that I think life is meaningless. So much so that I was trouble whole evening till night by a confession that seems to slowly sawing my heart to two. Heartbroken seems to be a mild word for the wound. All night long with them around, I could feel the difficulty in breathing. I guess I am hopeless in this matter.

Now I realise that cut in the heart isn't easily healed. Words can bring so much damage. I don't think I can do anymore to change what will seem to happen.

Lolz, funny, I thought I would never get hurt anymore with my patience controlled since primary.

Juz one more advice to readers, pls keep this to yourself and don't simply tell others or giv this site to others

Christmas RoCk CoNcErT

It was a totally wondrous night yesterday. After church in the morning, I went back with my parents. It was about 2 in the afternoon. Decided to online and play some games while waiting for the time to fly by till 6.00, the time I had my dinner, a light dinner as I wasn't really hungry that time.

Funny I wasn't really hungry the whole day. I had a small packet of nasi lemak and also mee hoon with a cup of coke. Juz like a lunch meal. Lunchtime wasn't really lunch as I juz ate a few sticks of french fries. For dinner, my plate wasn't even full when I ate. Lolz funny. This may seems normal to many of you but I actually eat a lot especially during dinner and breakfast.

Anyways, back to the topic. At 6.30, I finally left for the concert. Reaching my church at about 7 pm, I happily walk in my church. A number of people were already there practising diligently for the night. Since it was actually early for me, I help out around in shifting and arranging the new chairs in my church. Ya, new chairs, a cinema-like chairs that gives an atmosphere just like in the cinema. Watching the bands practise and also the 'tongs', it was pretty exciting though. At 8 pm sharp, doors open and the people were allowed to come in. I was on Praise Team, a group of people on stage besides the musicians and singers. A problem appeared, we were lacking members realising that they was only 3 people there. Well, as soon as the people were in more people went up to the Praise Team. So goes on the concert.

Oh ya many on the Praise Team were actually conned, in a way because they didn't know that they have to stand the whole nite.

Concert was extremely great beyond words. First few songs, I was energetic enough to jump along and cheer and move . But later, I am almost dead exhausted. A dance was performed that night. Man, it was one of the best dance of the year. *winks* Being on Praise Team is really tiring, considering the amount of praise songs(active songs require jumping). The band also played very well, the pianist by Li Huay and Sarah, awesome guitarist by Kevin, and the pro Wei Luen on bass. Not to mention the drummers too, Jia Wei, a young but talented drummer. haha. Perfectly cool.

In conclusion, it was truly great, seriously , if but if you think you miss it, nah it was juz the beginning of Christmas. There will be a 'Lion King' preformance exactly next week on the saturday.