Show off!!!!

Crap la !!! stop implementing last minute ideas and follow procedure. Thats all I can say. If only proper planning was done. Tiredness haih. My feet is weighs a ton now, not being able to move at all. At least all went well, thanks to the MC of the day planned most of the things smoothly. Great game they had also. So much conflict!!!. One wanting this and that, but come on, just follow schedule.

And some people thinks that their ideas are super good, why not go propose them to the leader. why come and bother ME!!!! Some people thinks they are elder than other thinks they are smarter and have better ideas!! show off

Good thing is, meeting lecturers seeing them having fun and of course having fun with frens. Let this event bond us with the lecturers even more, I hope? but it sure is worth it just to have a chat and see how are they and stuff like that...

Thank God for leftover food. My, am I super hungry!!! just the first mouth full of rice taste so good. mmm mmm ... finally it ends and thankfully it was a success.

thats all, c u next time.

Drips

Drips some time symbolizes pain and hurt. All this while we think we had enough, the plants think that the air suppy is enough, the children think that the parent provide all. However, sometimes things mess up. Air supply is dirty and parent involved in car crash leaving hurts and sorrow. Sometimes it is out of expectation that things work out oppositely and leave drips.

Becareful with words. Power of life in the power of the tongue. Therefore guard it well. Let it not reveal uncertainty or cause sorrow. Rather, let it flow allowing love and relationship and goodness and all those that makes the mouth go wide and cheeks revealing its cheer.

Position yourself in the other shoe that's what I fail to do. Shouldn't it be this way if I just hold back. I DON'T KNOW!!! Think THINK!!! what is it???

Don't I get it? What shall I do? what is it ??? Tell me... Sometimes its useless, feels so...

Shape

crash the car into the tree!!! shouting off the cliff. Throwing stones to the far end of the sea. Just how much does a bee wishes to sting its enemy? Troubles unsolvable, what will the eagle do? In times for rage, just how much can someone pull back his/her tongue.

Therefore it's very much better to just stay by the side. hold back deep inside and let it reside. Let go of it. Talking is just as simple as thinking of it. But the act of it is like pulling a bull with a string around the neck. Blood is simply just a symbol of red liquid with pain.

The money lender lends money to a person. How much tornado stir up when the person fled away. Raise your hands but keep it high in the air till your muscles weaken. Who cares? A number is just the matter of resemblance to performance. Why IS IT SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I give up. I totally give up ... Let things just be as it is. Shape is always something with opening. Therefore, there goes.

Thoughts of confusion

In the rain, this plant particularly being in the rain having much to think. It bears two flowers with rare beauty. It was previously told that the flowers should be cut off and thrown away by the gardener. It was also given a choice to decide one flower to be cut off. When the time comes, he has to choose either one or else it will lose both of them. Under the rain, it thinks hard, also crying in pain from within, for it is so confused. How is it that he can make a choice or even help maintain this two flowers?

As the warm rain pours, it feels like loneliness just creeps by. Which is the flower for it? Probably confused too which one should be the one stay with it and which one to be cut off? Sometimes it takes more than brains to think it out.

Car passes by so quickly, showing how time flies. Caught up with everyday work is something just getting more and more boring and meaningless. An ant working whole life building its nest. I cant think or even wonder how it survive just to live?

Now that it is gone, what's gonna happen? How is life going to be? Who am I months from now? Twisted with wondering minds, I think it's just pointless thinking on. A forked road, in front, the road not taken? Is it a road full of changes? full of risk? full of unexpectation. on the other road which is totally mess up, closed down. Flying way from here, its a point at a high building with just one option. u guess it ? JUMP?

Skies are just like imaginations of a mind, with many shapes of clouds. Sometimes thunderstorms just kills that imaginations dark clouds just brings you to a 'give up' point.

Thats all from a mind of imaginations.

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